You're a Flower. You are very emotional and think
that is good. But its not. Emotion alone is
suicide...which you may have even contemplated.
Stop being so vain. Suck it up and seek truth
and you may find out that life is about more
than "Bright Eyes" and your own
pathetic, self.


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posted by Tracy 11:57

You are Bubs. You are the disco dancing king.
People like you because you sell them food.
Actually you eat most of the food yourself,
that's probably why you're fat. It doesn't
matter though, cuz your voice is awesome!


What HomeStarRunner Character are you? (pictures)
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...yeah...i guess it fits.....


posted by Tracy 23:50

Ah it's been awhile hasn't it? Well let me update you! I'm currently living in my parent's house although it feels a little more like prison than living.....now Tracy Tracy Tracy....You need to be thankful that they were willing to take you in. You have a roof over your head...yes I know that...but my room is a public room. It's the computer room, exercise room as well as my bedroom. It's been nothing less than interesting.
I continue to look for a nanny job. I almost had a job, but the family backed out right before my second in person interview. It was a tad traumatizing for me. So now I'm back to searching. I've applied for jobs in Tuscon, NYC, Seattle, LA, Columbus, Boston, San Francisco....everywhere, and I haven't heard a peep from anyone. So I'm a little discouraged, but I'm trying to keep cheerful about the whole thing. There's a family out there for me somewhere, and sooner or later I'll find them, or they'll find me! I feel like I should make a musical of this whole experience or something....okay maybe not....
I've been babysitting a little here and there, working a little, sleeping a lot, trying to find a lab science to take online...why you ask? Well for fun of course! You know me, Miss Science maniac! Well more like Miss Maniac really..... I ended up failing my Geology class, which puts a bit of a damper on the whole graduation thing. So I've walked and gotten my empty diploma cover, but they're not going to give me my empty diploma until I take one last class. I think it's a bunch of crap, but they don't care what I think. So that's been a little frustrating.
So yeah, life has been a little frustrating. I miss my friends, I want a nanny job, and I need to get out of my parent's house. But I'm still here, and happy for the most part. I'll make it somehow!


posted by Tracy 14:42

your inner name is Willow! you are a sensitive and
caring person, sometimes you can be a little
clumsy, but you have a good heart!keep it up!


what's your inner name?
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posted by Tracy 00:22

What is your inner name?
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posted by Tracy 00:21

My Immortal.

Your Lyrics

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me


What Evanescence song are you?
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posted by Tracy 13:16

Diary of Josiah...the stir crazy hamster....

If I have to stay in this wire box for much longer I swear I'll lose it! Every night I wake up to a world with white stripes, and that dumb girl chirping at me in that gibberish tongue that she thinks I understand. What IS she saying to me? Is she taunting me in my imprisonment? She fills my food bowl with that bird seed, and locks the door again...the sadist! I know that there has to be a way out of here. I know if I chew on the bars long enough, I will have to break through sometime right? Oh, screw it! I'm going back to bed.....


posted by Tracy 02:01

Does anyone out there wanna pack up my apartment for me? Anyone? Anyone at all? The place looks like a warzone, and I am too exhausted to do anything about it. I feel like I'm 87 or something...I'm not sure what's wrong with me! I took my last exam today, and all I wanted to do when I got home was go back to bed, but I had to babysit, and it's not like that was stressful or anything. Whatever...
So I'm graduating on Saturday, after six long, practically hellish years, I am escaping the Nazi regime known as Bowling Green State University. I am planning on burning every reminder of the school except for pictures and things having to do with my friends. Then I will dance around the fire, casting curses on every building on the campus. South Hall will finally collapse into worthless rubble, the administration building will suddenly be abandoned, and students will be free to take their money back that the bursar's office steals, the music building will burn down, the twiggy sculpture near the education building will suddenly come alive and eat the Ed. Building, East Hall, the BA Building and Olscamp, the union will turn into a giant heap of mash potatoes...in fact the only building left standing would be the little visitor center out by lot 6 and that will be used to imprison all the faculty that made my BGSU experience so terrible! Ah, I feel better now! I think I'll go to bed now!


posted by Tracy 21:02

I'm bored, so I found a list of things to do when you're bored on the web. So I thought I would share them with you! I took out all of the offensive and lame ones! Enjoy!

- Wax the ceiling - Rearrange political campaign signs - Sharpen your teeth - - Braid your dog's hair - Clean and polish your belly button - Water your dog...see if he grows - Wash a tree - Knight yourself
Name your child Edsel - Give your cat a mohawk - Purr - - Play Pat Boone records backwards - Vacuum your lawn - - DON'T toss and turn - Boil ice cream - Run around in squares - Think of quadruple entendres
Speak in acronyms - Drink straight shots...of water - Calmly have a nervous breakdown - Play tag...on West 35th Street - Exorcise a ghost - Exercise a ghost - Be blue - Be red - But don't be orange
Plant a shoe - Give a Rorschach test to your gerbil - Turn - Write a letter to Plato - Mail it - Take your sofa for a walk - Play the piano...with mittens on - Scheme - Sit - Stay - Water your family room
Cause a power failure - Roll over - Play dead - Find a witch - Burn her - Donate your brother's body to science - Ask why - Wriggle - Regress - Sleepwalk without sleeping - Try to join Hell's Angels by mail
Wonder - Be a square root - Ask stupid questions - Weld your car doors shut - Spew - Vacation at Three-Mile Island - Surf Ohio - Teach your pet rock to play dead - Go bowling for small game
Be a monk...for a day - Wear a sweatband to your wedding - Staple - Run away - Intimidate a piece of chalk - Abuse the plumbing - Bend a florescent light - Bend a brick - Annoy total strangers
Let the best man win - Believe in Santa Claus - Throw marshmallows against the wall - Hold an ice cube as long as possible - Adopt strange mannerisms - Blow up a balloon until it pops
Sing soft and sweet and clear - Sing loud and sour and gravely - Open everything - Balance a pencil on your nose - Pour milk in your shoes - Write graffiti under the rug - Embarrass yourself - Grind your teeth
Chew ice - Count your belly button - Sit in a row - Stack crumbs - Gesture - Save your toenail clippings - Make a pass at your blender - Punt - Make up words that start with X - Make oatmeal in the bathtub
Search for the Lost Chord - Chew on a sofa cushion - Sing a duet - Balance a pillow on your head - Hold your breath - Faint - Stretch - Flash your mailman - Teach your TA English - Learn to speak Farsi
Swear in Russian - Use an eraser until it goes away - Disassemble your car - Put it together inside out - Record your walls - Interview your feet - Make a list of your favorite fungi - Sell formaldehyde
Repeat - Ad lib - Fade - File your teeth - Whine - Rake your carpet - Re-elect Richard Nixon - Critique "Three's Company" - Listen to a painting - Play with matches - Buff your cat - Race ferrets
Paint your house...Day-Glow Orange - Have a formal dinner at White Castle - Read Homer in the original Greek - Learn Greek - Change your mind - Change it back
Watch the sun...see if it moves - Build a pyramid - Stand on your head - Stand on someone else's head - Spit shine your Nikes - See how long you can stay awake - See how long you can sleep - Paint your teeth
Wear a salad - Paint stripes on a lake - Ski Kansas - Sleep in freefall - Kill a Joule - Test thin ice...with a pogo stick - Apply for a unicorn hunting license- Do a good job - Crawl - Invite the Mansons over for dinner
Paint your windows -Watch a watch until it stops - Flash your goldfish - Paint - Flirt with an evergreen - Smile - Rotate your garden...daily - Paint a smile - Shoot a fire hydrant - Apologize to it
Pretend you're blind - Annoy yourself - Get mad at yourself - Stop speaking to yourself - Be a side effect - Ride a bicycle...up Mt. McKinley - Duck - Redecorate...your garage - Develop a complex
Join the Army...be someone simple - Try harder - Hit the deck - Put leg-warmers on your furniture - Cut the deck - Crumple - Translate Shakespeare into English - Skydive to church - Cheer up a potato
Do aerobic exercises...in your head - Play cards with your swimming pool - Pinstripe your driveway - Play Kick the Fire Hydrant - Harness chipmunk power - Build a house with ice cubes
Call London for a cab - Mug a stop sign - Change your name...daily - Go for a walk in your attic - Challenge your neighbor to a duel - Build a house out of toothpicks - Howl - Wear a lampshade on your head
Memorize the dictionary - Stomp grapes in the bathtub - Find a bug and chase it - Make yourself a pair of wings - Be immobile - Dance 'til you drop - Check under chairs for chewing gum
Squish a loaf of bread - Moo - Bounce a potato - Outmaneuver your shadow - Climb the walls - Appreciate everything - Challenge yourself to a duel - Make napalm - Tattoo your dresser -
l Buy some diapers - Eat everything - Begin - Pour milk in the sink - Make cottage cheese - Tie-dye your sheets - Carpet your ceiling - Hold your earlobes - Fold your earlobes - Flap - Squawk -
- Blow bubbles - - Send chills down your spine - Peel grapes - Make paper from the skins - - Make up famous sayings - Learn to type...with your toes - Set up your Christmas tree in April
- Read the 1962 Des Moines white pages - Join the Foreign Legion - Learn Sanskrit - Exist...existentially, of course - Print counterfeit Confederate money - Kick a cabbage - Take a picture
- Run for Pope - Count to a million...fast - Make a schematic drawing...of a rock - Commit seppuku...with a paper knife - Revert - Think shallow thoughts - Starch your shoes - Form a political party
Interrogate a gerbil - Go bow hunting for Toyotas - Kidnap Cabbage Patch Kids - Jump back - Play to lose - Scalp a street light - Have your car painted...plaid - Read a tomato
Sharpen your sleeping skills - Watch a game show...take notes - Put out a fire - If you can't find a fire, make one - Interview a cloud - Play tiddlywinks...go for blood - Play basketball...in a minefield
Don't talk to things - Have your cat bronzed - Have your gerbil gilded - Write books about writing books - Create random equations - Mispell words - Tell your feet a joke - Throw a tomato into a fan
Sing the ABC song backwards - Pretend you're a dog - Dial-a-prayer and argue with it - Grease the doorknobs - String up a room - Stack furniture - Relive fond memories - Tie your shoelaces together
Gargle - Count your teeth with your tongue - Decay - Find your half-life - Design a better toilet seat - Shred a newspaper - Have a headache - Scratch - Sniff - Hatch an egg - Play air guitar
Act profound - Spill - Spell - Stare - Truncate - Slouch - Develop hearing problems - Put your feet behind your head - Tie bows in everything - Hold your hand - Watch the minute hand move
Grow your fingernails - Pretend you're a telephone - Ring - Radiate - Skip - Play hopscotch...with real scotch - Clock the velocity of your REMs - Put your shoes on the opposite feet
Cross your toes - Roll your tongue - Crystallize - Baby oil the floor - Hide - Attack innocent bunnies - Declare war - Hide the scrabble bag - Seduce your stick shift - Wink - Memorize the periodic table
Mummify - Pretend you're a roadie - Buy a Ginsu knife - Collect electrons - Correct typos that aren't there - Polish your neck...use Pledge - - Loosen the lug nuts on your dad's new car
- Count the bags under Walter Mondale's eyes - Unscrew all the lightbulbs and rearrange the furniture - Found the Jim Jones School of Bartending - Listen for non-satanic messages (i.e. "Drink milk")
Dress like Motley Crue...surprise your grandmother - Dial-a-Prayer and tell them they're wrong - Go into a bar and ask for a Molotov Cocktail - Learn everything there is to know about the Holy Roman Empire
Make a drive-in window at your local bank where there wasn't one before - Walk on water...but don't get caught - Confess to a crime...that didn't happen -
Plot the overthrow of your local School Board - Request covert assistance from the CIA - Discover the source of the Mississippi - Search for buried treasure...in Nebraska
- Hot wax the bottom of your brother's dress shoes - Preach the philosophy of Marx...Groucho, that is - Drink as much prune juice as you can - Write a book about your previous life
- Serve ping-pong balls...as hors d'oeuvres - Jump up and down...on your alarm clock - Make a quilt out of used cocktail napkins - Sterilize your stereo...with Jack Daniels
- Carve you and your girlfriend's initials...in a marshmallow
- Drive the speed limit...in your garage - Sing the national anthem...during your calculus final - Wear a three-piece suit...in a sauna - Pay off the national debt...with a bad check
- Defend your neighborhood from roving Mongol hordes - Recite romantic poetry...to your toaster - See if you really can build a nuclear device in your own basement
- Go to McDonald's and pretend you can't speak English - Write to your congressmen, senators, President, etc. to tell them what a good
- job they're doing...On April 1st
- Find the heat capacity of your chemistry professor - Take apart all your major kitchen appliances...mix and match them - Turn your TV picture tube upside down - Phone in a death threat on President Kennedy
- Put lighted EXIT signs on all your closets - Carry a tune...drop it, see if it breaks - Be planar...but don't tell your parents - Play hockey with your little cousin...as the puck
- Put instant concrete in your big brother's waterbed - Give a lecture on the historical significance of cream cheese - Debate politics with a fern - See how small you can scrunch your face - Sell firewood door to door...in Atlantis
- Found the TLO (Toledo Liberation Organization) - Play nuclear chicken with a small third world nation - Raise professional certified racing turnips - Give your grandmother a raise and another day of paid vacation
- Lead an aerobics class...for patients of the I.C.U. - Go to a drive-in movie in a tank - Go to a non-drive-in movie in a tank and drive in anyway - Send President Reagan an alarm clock...wind it up first
- Found a cockroach stable and stud ranch - Send your goldfish to obedience school - Free the oppressed toasters of America - Weave a tablecloth out of copper tubing
-- Solve the population problem (x^2 + y^2 = population...solve for x) - Contribute to the population problem - Wear a T-shirt that says "I'll walk on you to see The Who" and a peace sign
- Practice the Aztec method of heart removal on your professor - Find out who made the super glue commercials and give them your Ginsu knife - Get Ronco and K-tel to merge...they sell the same stuff anyway
- Sneak into a nuclear physics lab and stay the night - Play with anything that looks interesting - Drop piston engines on two people and see who squishes first - See if your goldfish can live in Coors rather than water
- Try to ignite water...the Mississippi might work - State fallacies as fact (like, "peanuts grow on bushes") - Visit the Architecture building...loudly criticize its design - Make a schematic drawing...of a rock
- Wallpaper your laundry room...with pages from books you don't like - See if diamonds really do cut glass...on everything in your neighbor's house - Tenderize your tongue...chew on it for a while
- See how long you can stare at a fluorescent light...try green - Bronze your sister's turtle - See how long it takes for her to notice - See what she does when she notices
- Bronze your sister- If you lose, stop watering it and try again. - Increase your territorial holdings by force - Find out how many ways there really are to skin a cat - Boldly go where no man has gone before
- Be a threat to the American way of life - Do research into the cause of World War III - Be a threat to the Northwestern Tibetan way of life - Re-establish the Roman Empire...in Pittsburgh



There! Now no-one has any reason to ever be bored again! Scary thing is, I've done a lot of this stuff!!!!! Have a great weekend!



posted by Tracy 00:58

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